Thursday, February 17, 2011

My Mom drops me a life line now and then...

Im sure for those of you who had the pleasure of knowing my mom, you knew she was one amazing lady. When I start to feel stressed out and maybe even a little bad for myself ..My mom fixes me up right away. I have been agonizing over the fact that Billy went back to work full time. And yes I am saying here IN PRINT that my husband did ALOT for me and the kids and I REALLY DO MISS HIM! I hate the hours that he has (11am-7pm) but it has improved our marriage not being together all day everyday... On top of that I lost 2 of my best girls to a Masters Degree program and fieldwork. so I was really feeling it..I had a so so girl and was well just gettin by with all my new responsibilities since Billy left to go back to work.
Along comes Phyllis....an awesome...angel like...out going...nothin I can't handle kinda girl. I hired her immediately and well now...heres the thanks MOM! I feel like she threw me a life line! and of course Thank you God too.. can't leave him out as I feel he is always watching over me and my family. The many blessings we have are all from him... but somehow, my mom seems to be watchin out for me too. She is also laughing her ass off in heaven as she sees me struggling with my own little power house of a daughter who likes to tell me "Your not the boss of me!" I am doing my best...( i think) and somedays are rougher than others but I am so happy to have Phyllis on board!!
xoBarb

2 comments:

Angelgbooks said...

Praise the Lord. Just when we think we cant do it...he sends us a lifeline. I see how this new development in your life has made you appreciate your mom and your husband.God is always using our life to teach us the most important lessons. Love Aunt A

marie said...

I tried to post this the other day......
Do not let this fear bog you down... There is only so much you can do and you can't police the world.. Nick is in good hands and has so much love from his family - he will never be alone...we would never let that happen.. and by the way i'd always make sure he smells good :) heheh.. Keep the faith xoxo - by the by - I am happy to yell at you like mom did whenever you need it.. really i'd be Happy TO!!! :)